Just found out the gf can't stand baltimore club, ig only she understood that it got me into trance and my other forms of music she hates.

"whats that you say"

the house is good tonight
today was the day of awesome.
cleaned the basement
repaired a trash can
donated
fixed a pc
had pizza that was the same thickness as a sheet of paper
saw and old friend, poked her
tormented the GF
oh yea

The Sine wave of emotion

So today we left the house and went to wendy's by the plaza.
That's when our retarded day started. The chick at the front was all fraked up.
Pants hanging off her ass, inefficiency with the fries, we had one fresh order and one cold one. There are more complaints about that 20 minuts of super unproffesionalism, but damn, If i thought anything would could have been done I would have called already.

Our next bout of retardedness was at walmart, people forgot how to walk. GF normally has issues with this, but today the other humans took the cake.

Next incident of retarded ness was at my bank or credit union. This chick took forever to deposit money, normally the two service lanes are slower but for some reason three customers cleared the service lanes before she even got off one deposit.

I purchased new wiper blades, one rainx blade ($20) and one generic blade. I installed them, and wow, the really expensive blade works wonders, the generic is ok, but the rainx blade surprises me.

went to bed with a crying GF
woke up to a crying GF
1.5 days of complaints
OH Joy, 4 years n going.

1.How to walk with others
2. The poles on the street
3.Failed ideas, need to get over them

Hell, if she could learn to maintain calm and cool and get over things, LIFE would be awesome for her.

this week, the week of exams.

1 exam down that I stayed up till 8am to do.
Results were mixed, got a few laughs but oh well.
2 more exams to do.
lil worried about books, but i know something will come down the pipe.
Anniversary weekend, 4 years on saturday.

Otakon

Now that I don't have to go to Iraq at the end of this summer, I can go to Otakon this summer.
I wanna get my own hotel room, call up the homies cause its going down.
GF is mad about the idea of course, but she probably doesn't realize that its otakon.
only time of the year I can completely be myself, don't think she likes the idea of her not coming.
Oh Well, its otakon, whoooooo (rumpsringa).

Dear Ashely

I see why you blog now, its a release of emotions and feelings on paper, well screen. Even though I can't really say what I want to (she lives with me), it helps.

P. Mofo

The cycle

I feel better after I blog.
I just have to deal with the backlash later.
Then I blog again
Then deal with that backlash
Then I blog again
Then backlash
Then blog
backlash
blog
backlash

Its a vicious cycle.