The Sine wave of emotion

So today we left the house and went to wendy's by the plaza.
That's when our retarded day started. The chick at the front was all fraked up.
Pants hanging off her ass, inefficiency with the fries, we had one fresh order and one cold one. There are more complaints about that 20 minuts of super unproffesionalism, but damn, If i thought anything would could have been done I would have called already.

Our next bout of retardedness was at walmart, people forgot how to walk. GF normally has issues with this, but today the other humans took the cake.

Next incident of retarded ness was at my bank or credit union. This chick took forever to deposit money, normally the two service lanes are slower but for some reason three customers cleared the service lanes before she even got off one deposit.

I purchased new wiper blades, one rainx blade ($20) and one generic blade. I installed them, and wow, the really expensive blade works wonders, the generic is ok, but the rainx blade surprises me.

went to bed with a crying GF
woke up to a crying GF
1.5 days of complaints
OH Joy, 4 years n going.

1.How to walk with others
2. The poles on the street
3.Failed ideas, need to get over them

Hell, if she could learn to maintain calm and cool and get over things, LIFE would be awesome for her.

this week, the week of exams.

1 exam down that I stayed up till 8am to do.
Results were mixed, got a few laughs but oh well.
2 more exams to do.
lil worried about books, but i know something will come down the pipe.
Anniversary weekend, 4 years on saturday.

Otakon

Now that I don't have to go to Iraq at the end of this summer, I can go to Otakon this summer.
I wanna get my own hotel room, call up the homies cause its going down.
GF is mad about the idea of course, but she probably doesn't realize that its otakon.
only time of the year I can completely be myself, don't think she likes the idea of her not coming.
Oh Well, its otakon, whoooooo (rumpsringa).

Dear Ashely

I see why you blog now, its a release of emotions and feelings on paper, well screen. Even though I can't really say what I want to (she lives with me), it helps.

P. Mofo

The cycle

I feel better after I blog.
I just have to deal with the backlash later.
Then I blog again
Then deal with that backlash
Then I blog again
Then backlash
Then blog
backlash
blog
backlash

Its a vicious cycle.

Its spring, yea and oh shizzly (I don't curse unless being shot at)

so here's a thought that occured to me at 2 in the morning that just happend today that just processed in my mind.

spring is here
spring is really really here. after all the snow storms and rain (more rain will come) spring is finally here. i love to hear or at least read on facebook of all the buddies near and far enjoying spring, its awesome.

Next thought, the bad side. The GF and my Mother, here we go. The both demonstrated that this isn't going to work with them being in the same house. She (GF) doesn't wanna come out of the basement, and the queen being the queen needs things to be done. Normally I'm not involved in the inner house spring cleaning, I'm all out doors before allergy season sets in, pain is a comin. Yesterday or just a few hours ago I should say, my mother tried a BS way to try and get me to shampoo the entire living room. WTF for me if you really know me, I can shampoo and do most if not all boring inner house stuff, but just don't BS me about it, just tell me to do the whole thing, don't give me a bottle of spot cleaner and tell me to clean up the spots that I put there from taking food to the basement. BTW, I've never shampoo'ed the carpet, maybe a section but never the whole thing.

Lets add in the GF, she hates going up stairs, she's scared too, don't really blame her, I stepped in her flip flops. I asked her if she could help out, don't know why, was trying to incorporate her in to the mix of things, it failed. She did what I asked her (more like negotiated with a foreign country that didn't want anything to do with my war) and returned to the basement. LOL, next up comes an angry queen, I clean like the typical me (guy I guess). I see a spot or spots, I clean just those and leave the rest alone, she gets mad cause I didn't do the entire carpeted area of the living room (its wall to wall). To me, I'm like, um ya, uh huh, grab my crab cake dinner and go back down stairs.

Today ladies and gents, well mostly ladies (all 8 of you as of today) I have an accounting exam to study for, its important, it seems to have the makings of a thorn in my side like c++ was for my undergrad degree.
I hope the girly gets the hint, jumps in the ride without to much of her fanfare, and were in Strayer owings mills, she's on the pc, and I'm studying accounting. I would do better if she weren't there (some times she's a bit needy and some how isn't able to function independently of me, kinda sad I know, but she's still a noob here, well not really. ) but alas I can't abandon her to spring cleaning queen. I know what will happen. Oh the whinning and complaining that will go on. FML and LOL.

the lamb

so I tried to make lamb in a crock pot and it came out bla, my mother would love it, but I don't, so ehh.

Sex and Masters Degrees

here I sit on the last 2 weeks of class:
2 papers to do
1 presentation
1 online assignment
2 finals.

so much fun to be had.
The GF wants to feed me partially digested earth for health reasons.
After last night, I understand why she wants to kill me. Its bad when I get bored during sex and just stopped. I know thats bad but, ehh.

The new friend got a job as a corrections officer in VA, thats going to be an odd one to see.
I like crock pots, this will be my second meal created in one. The lamb will be ready around 9pm.
Shure headphones suck, but then again, I have to sample the 120 variety of shure compared to bose.
I shop more at the grocery store now then anywhere else.

One thing that still bothers me out side of life and whats written above, she's still weak. Still waiting on that day that Net wifey said would come, the day where she takes and stand and says frak it, and balls,  for a lack of a female term, grow. Would hate to have to break up with her before that day or have the break up cause that day. We will see what the future holds, no marriage till I see strength. I could be wrong, I know I am.
She's weak, I hate weakness.

pre patty weekend

so met a new friend, got a few new gadgets, a custom zippo lighter, lunch with friends, had a pretty good weekend. Feel a lil bad about leaving the girly alone on satuday, but it did some good, can't be around her all the time, I just wish she would get some friends already. She's not the most social thing (not really a thing) but g'z. I remember on one of her forums that she showed me, it said that the key to a great woman was having friends, she doesn't really have any in bmore. Oh well, God, she needs friends.

its small. Your safer in a war zone than baltimore city.
You only live once.

or job help, giving it by saying the military is hiring, and then getting the uhh look, the military isn't that bad. There may be a chance of death, but

It seems to work in dc you need to join the military, get a clearance, survive, get out then sign up for jobs in dc. Kinda getting tired of being asked f

She's crazy

she got her crockpot
I'm using it to cook for her
so she's super happy.
thats all i'm going to say.

Yooooooo

I've been micro blogging as of late aka twitter, so if you keep up with me on twitter you know whats going on.

its get stuff done week, so I'm in get stuff done mode.
mOst of the snow around the castle is gone, so I we can start cleaning up trash left by our wonder neighbors.

On the academic side of life, I have like 2 papers, and a bunch of other stuff to do.

On the GF side of life, she's recovered from the 3 day spat of crying and asking why, yatta. She made red beans n rice for me today, my mom was surprised. LOL.
Shivy's secret kitchen is almost done, she just needs a crock pot and she's good. We did a bit of shopping on saturday night, and ended up with a lot of boxes, we didn't feel like hearing what the queen would say so we disposed of the evidence.

The Friends are fine, seems like everyone is getting new phones or BB's. wonder whats next.

Good news to my apple fans, the ipad will be available to order this friday, both versions, 3G version here I come.

I figured out my sound bar, for some reason it goes with the increase in volume of how the music or media is made,  pretty cool, it has a normalizer button, but I turned it off when listening to house, it was killing the bass, we know I love bass.
All is well today.

Army news - I passed my PT test so I'm good for a year, and can get promoted. Sammie my sonsumate follower and mentee passed also.
Funny things came from her all weekend long, its amazing the stuff that happens when U learn more about people.  She told me about how the dudes she finds turn out to be total wusses and they profess there love for her, and being that she has man like tendencies, she gets pissed. To funny. I twitted  one of her quotes, "Do you have Manhood" - Sammie.

I feel as though as I'm being villanized for using my black berry all the time.
I feel as though I'm being villanized for being my tech loving self, won't stand for this much longer.

wow, what a bomb that has been dropped

so you have been together for 4 years, and have just been told that it will be a 2.5 year wait before you get what you want. what will you or would u do.

Leave, why

Stay, why

I'm not easy to deal with but I know when work has been put in and rewards are needed. After being with me for 7 years, she will have earned the title of wife, it just scares me of what will happen when she finally does. will she loose her mind or will she get a lil saner, then again, are good women really sane. Is there a such thing a an emotionally stable, well adjusted female, who knows. I would like to think so, but I know better given my current environment.

Oct 10 2012, she might just might get what she wants, I say might for you never know what the future holds.

I was told that Morgan State has courses in satellite technology.

Do you know how badly it burns in me to want to take a course in the things I want but can't find courses that only last 1- 2 weeks and not months on end. I want my ccna, and other cisco courses. I have most of the equipment now, just want the class that will really prepare me for the 50 question, 90 min test.

First Time out

Proof that I play Paintball

My gf likes the forever 21 in owings mills, which is a dead mall, to the one in columbia. She calls columbia sparkly ugliness.